I’m better.

I just need to fill you out now.

Hm, I must admit she’s grown as a writer. I must also admit that i loathed Eclipse to the point where my brain felt like it was eating itself out.Because i have this little thing where i think love should have been perfect between Bella and Edward without Jacob interfering….not that i don’t love Jake’s character, i do…but yeah. I can see her pattern of thinking, i think. All that was deliberate to prove a much bigger point and right now having read Breaking Dawn [well halfway through] I can say that she has given her readers far beyond what I call, mental satisfaction. The book is everything[so far] you hoped it would be when you first read Twilight and so much more. Also giving Bella and Jake a point of view was an amazing idea…and I can see it, I can…what better way to continue the franchise than to make the next book about Edward’s. You see i think she knows deep down he’s all our favourite characters[especially if you are a girl] alright, or well we would all like to see things from the vamps point of view rather, if you don’t share my lust…ahem.

I think what happened with the leak of that book[Midnight Sun] on the net was unfortunate [yes, i have indulged from the link on her site that in her frustration she posted] I do have to admit i enjoyed it ..yess!

I would also like to say while that might have put a serious dent in things it would be nice if it continued I can’t imagine her changing it up more but I do think she’s more than capable.

I know a few people who don’t like her work, to address that I think she’s a good writer, I do think some elements are predictable but the story has alwas felt like a fairytale ..kind of, in some ways.To remove such elements would feel all the more stranger. Also i think she blends predictable with surprise pretty well, so it makes up. Also if you think it would be lacking in the regular vampire myths etc, you would be wrong..it substantiates everything i can think of pretty well.

Loved it, go read Breaking Dawn if you are a fan…if you aren’t and was willing to give up after Eclipse as I was, give it a try.

I dont care about typos.

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