Tired, tired.
Body want more sleep more more sleep moreeeeeee
moreee gimmeeee
lol i can finally sleep, no more coffee…tho this stopped working
no more drinking bottles of hersheys syrup or eating to get energy, miss my skinny frame, want it back
okay got kam a bubble dresss =]
and some of those earrings that those 2 pierced ppl wear
and i want a bubble dress,they were so cheap..maybe i go back but since i have chicken legs, maybe not lol
i havent bought anything for myself since…uh..canada…just some reg tops,and a few pairs of jeans.. ntn special..
And my will to want the dress yesterday wasnt strong enough, it was just like..oh you have nice stuff—-nice stuff that i’ve worn before, you don’t need it—-but i want it really badly—-sure? —-idk…lets look for sizes, i fig kam was a small or a extra small and it took forever to find one then there was only like xl L and one small left that was black, i have enough black dresses..which is really just 2 but thts enuf,so i got kam the silver.
another thing is that imm always like, where am i going? dont have the will to go out…so why i go get nething…
shruggs.
its 8:43
too early meing. I dont think im goin to go to tht pan nite, cuz……1)i’m uber exhausted, typing this is hard…and i keep thinking about having crashed in the exam….sigh…and then i really dont want to risk that..2).i think from 3-6 is enough time to watch everyone whos paired off swap spit…eh, and im fainlty aware that im the only one whos not paired off no no latty is but his gf not here…hm, no this one doesnt matter …but im too lazy to backspace.
lalala…tired, rush not onlinee
goin back to bed and put jynx near me,so i know i’ll get woken up
god i really need to find that phone..
not in sooo much pain from lack of sleep anymore,not shaking as much,since im off the coffee.. still look like a zombie but its worse in a diff way…like muscles just getting back use to sleep and inbetween relaxing and pain..its a funny feeling..
another thing, why do we feel alive when in pain?, but pleasure…pleasure doesnt feel like reality at all..
hmm
OH watch dark knight, forced and watched it when i got home yest. it was….
it was…………
its the best movie i’ve watched in years, and….im not exaggerationg i thought ppl were..because u know..heath died..but no no no….it makes ur brain want to cum,and never stop..
sososososooooo good
